“You’ve been referencing your appearance all day long; you are stunningly beautiful. Sometimes I feel awkward because I can’t get my eyes off of you. I love you so much Jeni, I’m trying to be a better friend to you. I’m still clouded with regret of all the bad I did to you and the idea of losing you as a lover, but if I could take a few people with me to the end of this road, you are one of the few prime people I choose to refine as a lifelong goal.”
[New topic]
“Yeah it took me a long time to find Anonymous and I’m certain that our relationship will never have to end. Just become familiar with sensing fate and let it carry you around and when you find someone that was carried to the same location at the same time, approach your king with nothing but yourself.’

Alright, so sometimes I want to spray him with a water bottle like a bad kitten, but sometimes in moments of lucidity I really appreciate the way he communicates his thoughts, ideas and feelings. Maybe it’s because I am usually totally incapable of doing that without keeping people at arms length, outside my bubble. Every so often someone finds a crack in my armor and wriggles through, and I can’t help but appreciate those people for being able to sense the warmth and love that I feel for pretty much everyone, but that gets clouded by the possibility of negative emotions or unrequited positivity.

I like people by default, unless they are complete douchebags. Even when they are douchebags sometimes I am able to get over it lol! Yeah, I tease and mock people, but it isn’t out of negativity or meanness. When I really don’t like something or someone, it’s embarrassingly obvious because I wear my feelings on my sleeves. I’ve been told about my jet black stare more than once, and I also get a look on my face like I might vomit out of disgust. As long as what I just described doesn’t occur, I’m probably A-OK. I’m admittedly high strung about a lot of things, but not about socialization. I am chill about socializing and I love nothing more than to hang out whenever, wherever. I’m the opposite of pretentious.

WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Let’s DANCE!

(also, the ‘king’ reference is awesome
“your kingdom arose from a fort of sheets
your crown was hailed by the king in me”)